The days when you stare out the window at the flurries of snow that never seem to quit falling. When you think you have finally found a missing piece to your puzzle, but God pulls out another million pieces and says "nope, not that one". When you look back at old childhood friends, friends that once meant something to you, and had "your back" through all of the chaos, to find out they want nothing to do with you now. When money runs tight, and bills still multiply. When the world disagrees with what's right, and the one you love, and hold highest in your heart, is something the world chooses to ignore. What can you do about it... How can you change the circumstance?
What I think is perfect, isn't what God's perfect is.
I know this, but the waiting game for spring to come, and for a great and decently priced home to just pop up, and for the hurt in my heart from the friend who could care less, to go away, and the bills to be paid with exceptional money, and standing up to not support what America supports, but to support what is right by Jesus's standards, and to stand up for him amongst a billion of people screaming at you saying your wrong....
When you pray, and feel like no one is listening.
I know Jesus is here.... I just have to pray.
What I think is perfect, isn't what God's perfect is.
I know this, but the waiting game for spring to come, and for a great and decently priced home to just pop up, and for the hurt in my heart from the friend who could care less, to go away, and the bills to be paid with exceptional money, and standing up to not support what America supports, but to support what is right by Jesus's standards, and to stand up for him amongst a billion of people screaming at you saying your wrong....
When you pray, and feel like no one is listening.
I know Jesus is here.... I just have to pray.
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