today.

So just for the record..I feel very good today. At first I didn't, my back still hurts, but it's tolerable. I had a migrane..but with the help of some powerful meds, and a day off from being mom and having priorities for a moment..it was nice, and it was what I very much needed. My body has let me down so much, it's nice to finally have a moment where I can be the mommy I want to be when she got home from daycare. I fed her a healthy meal, i gave her a bath(without screaming), brushed her teeth, and shes laying on the couch watching tangled. I also did the dishes, cleaned all the bedding, made her bed, folded all the clothes, and i may even fix andrew dinner when he gets home...why can't i be like this every day? Maybe if I didn't also have a full time job, it may be like this more often...but can I just say thank you God for making this day good..and making me feel this good about being mom/wife/ and actually appreciating my life. :)

Thank you. It was very much needed.