5 minutes.

I saw you again today..but today was different. You were kind and your smile was breath taking. You looked at me as if you wanted to know more, you wanted more time. It was merely 5 minutes, but I think I fell in love. A little..as anyone could experience love at first sight. I just keep remembering your smile. I wish I had had more time...I've seen you before ..but this time was different. Something clicked...Something about you just made me want to know all about you. Than you told me you were going to be a pastor but also be in the medical field...and i think my heart skipped a beat. Ah that smile! but then I sit there and I think..it could never work. He's probably married, or has 5 children, or something else. This stuff doesn't just happen, but it just doesn't seem like a coincidence. Because right after we talked, I felt something say " see he's a pastor in training".." he would be so much better for you" not those exact words, but like God was answering the questions to my heart. I know that this means something...AND THEN..he came back by me and looked at me and smiled. There has to be something. And I know where to find him...the church i used to go to..sunday..at 530. sigh.... this is nuts. this would never work..i have andrew..and kaylin. Even if it was just 5 minutes...i think his smile changed me for a lifetime. :)