About me.

Truthfully, I am young. Not as young as some moms are, but I sure took the leap of faith when it came to my age. I want to be successful, I want to be wonderful, supermom, accomplished, and smart. Somehow I don't feel like any of those things. Though this is different, different from any other site I've been on, or blogged on. This time, I'm going to keep my hopes high, and focus on my little girl. Hopefully this will give me some information on how all the other moms do it. Hopefully I'm not the only one who wants more in their life. My name is Amanda, 20. I have a boyfriend , Andrew, who you will hear a lot about I'm almost positive. Kaylin is my daughter, whom just turned 1 in September. 9.2.2010 or nine oh two one oh. :) She is everything to me, everything. I would give anything for her, and i do everything I can for her. Not enough as i want, but i try. I am working at a hospital in housekeeping, it is prison, to say the least! I was going to school for my bachlors in nursing, but that got put on hold so I could overcome the diversions of raising a baby. Well now that she's one, I am still at home, working part time at two different jobs. The other at a reception hall as a server. My life is like a roller coaster, as I finally get up the hill, it's a short break until the next. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING, comes easy to me. I feel like I have been cursed or somehow just done everything wrong in the past 20 years. There is so much to say, but I don't want my very first post to be dramatically long. So this is me for now, but oh dear does the story go on.