I look at you today..and sometimes it feels like a drug. I'm two years sober..yesterday. Sober from loving you, and being hurt by you. Being used by you, and betrayed by you. From you ignoring me, to making me the happiest person around. Funny...that happiness is nothing but something from the past. A happy I don't even know really existed. Too happy if you ask me. Obviously I saw the real you afterwards, I know your flaws, I know your lies and I know who you truly are. I know that I could have made you the happiest guy ever, and we could of had such a happy life together. My life was ruled by you. You kept me lingering on your every word... wondering when the next time you we're going to come into my life again. Somehow you took a piece of my heart I will never get back. Looking into the past just hurts, and I don't remember my life being happy back then. I was alone even when I had everybody by my side. I still think of you from time to time, but you no longer control my heart. I keep my distance...but forever will i believe we could have been everything.
listening too: Linger by the cranberries
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