Oh my heart swells a little more everyday seeing my baby grow. I honestly can't believe she is growing as fast as she is. I remember how scared I was, how I was worried about the future..but also how excited I am to have someone to be there with me. I have her through my mistakes, and she loves me through the hurt. I've never relied on someone so much like I do her. I feel like she protects me just as much as I protect her. I will be brave and stand up for her, even though I still feel like a child sometimes. I feel like I reach out for someone to guide me through and the hand I get is Gods. I can't physically see him, or feel him but I know I get his help a lot. Things happen that I never thought could happen, God is the person I lean on the most. My mom has helped and my Aunt has helped a lot. I couldn't do it without them and my grandparents. That is my security blanket. Now I just pray that Andrew can stand up and protect us too. I know he can..I know he loves his girls..I know we can do this. I hope God let's this happen for us. I just can't give up on him...
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