Today is hard, seeing everyone post pictures of their dad's, and most of them really good dad's who have been there for them. My dad was there for me, I can say he loved me..I. can say he will always love me, but he will never be a dad. He's always going to be him. It hurts a lot, I could have had a much better life had I had had a father who was supporting, nonjudgemental, who was smart and successful. It will always be hard to know that my dad will never be my dad. He's always going to be just my father who had to leave my life because of what his illness has done to him. Maybe someday it wont hurt as bad as it does now..but it has forever changed who I am.
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