Monday, August 13, 2012

Revised

I have built so much. Learned so much..and felt completely alone through most of every problem I've had. I don't know what to do. It's like climbing a mountain millions of miles high, and realizing you forgot something at the bottom and you wonder if going back is really worth it. So I'm making a pro's and con's list.


Stay with Andrew                                                   Leave Andrew
----------------------                                         ------------------------
For Kaylin                                                          Move back in with mom/less bills
Being alone                                                         Less fighting
Missing the good moments we have                     Could focus on school
His Family that I've come to love                         Kaylin wouldn't see us fight
Losing my best friend                                           He hasn't looked for a job
For our family                                                     We are struggling with money
I won't be heart broken                                       He wouldn't make fun of me
                                                                           I wouldn't have to worry about buying cigarettes
                                                                           I could save money easier




The answer is obvious..
                                                                                  

I'm not afraid to walk alone...

I could leave. Would it be better? Maybe I should come up with reasons to stay..and reasons to go. I don't know what to do...

Saturday, August 4, 2012